Anger will lead you nowhere, and you will realize that you’re still stuck at the very same point, unable to move on, unable to open up to new experiences. Being there will bring you nothing else but suffering indeed, especially when it comes to the wretched circle of experiences… On the other side, sometimes it’s useful to end up being completely isolated in order to re-examine beliefs and such. But when it comes to the being in the lockdown and carrying pain of something that was lost forever… you can hold on to this feeling if you like, but the better option is to realize that this never belonged to you in the first place. This is a beautiful opportunity to learn, and suffering will end inevitably when you finally get it.

‪#‎ambient‬ ‪#‎industrial‬ ‪#‎anger‬ ‪#‎lettinggo‬

Remember that short story about Buddha and the bandit? You could feel mighty because you can wound and destroy, but the real mighty ones know how to create and to heal instead. Once you cut off the branch of a tree, you cannot put it back again. Once you’ve stabbed a heart of someone loyal to you, you can’t heal it, the damage is done. The heart will heal by itself, but the scars are to remain there forever. And this is a two-way road as well… I was really reluctant to release this album because it contains the last outbursts of anger and pain I felt during second half of 2014, before my awakening process had started. Concentrated anguish of the last glimpse… of the dark night of a soul. The last glimpse of the search “without”, the beginning of the search “within”. The penultimate chapter of the long night. 4AM and the healing rain pouring on the bleeding wounds of the tree, on the broken branches scattered on the soil around. The eleventh hour, my dear sand traveler… Time to make peace with the past. Let it go with love, for you can only invite the new in your life by detaching from the old. And the new branches will grow with time… for the morning is almost here. We have so much to exchange, my friend, but look beyond the horizon, beyond this veil of painful memories…
You see it now. Everything will be alright.
‪#‎darkwave‬ ‪#‎electronic‬ ‪#‎ambient‬ ‪#‎awakening‬

Sometimes your self-esteem is being lowered by others to the point of complete destruction of your ego, your protective shell. You feel small, worthless, insecure and profoundly hurt. But, pain is our greatest lesson in the end, because out of pain comes the most profound growth.
That’s why I’m thankful.
‪#‎ambient‬ ‪#‎electronic‬ ‪#‎awakening‬ ‪#‎suppression‬

The law of cause and effect sometimes brings certain repercussions into your own life, and you finally start to learn and grow. This song, “Cause and Effect”, became a major turning point for me back in the days, not because it’s one of the first proper songs that I created as Ars Sonor… but mainly because circumstances surrounding creative process for this song have triggered my own spiritual awakening. I’m very grateful.
‪#‎darkwave‬ ‪#‎ambient‬ ‪#‎karma‬ ‪#‎awakening‬